spaces

unnecessary change of:
/home/ broken/state
\homey\homeless\harmful
/stately/structure/strong


urs fischer
gordon matta clark


-must not (subconsciously) destroy it accidentally
carry it on my back if i have to

nerve endings

pins and needles


teasing squeezing
body wheezing

carefully peeling away layers of weakness

a mix between nostalgia and wanting to go to the bathroom

sometimes you loose all your breath.
hopelessly moping
needlessly hoping
grappling and choking
wanting to break.

forgotten puddles
nostalgic for muddles

homeless hopefuls
rainbow dots
time is wasting
choose your spotsThe only person I lie to .

complete incompleteness

i am ready, made and cooked
roasted, steady
buttered
hooked.

average leverage
nothing too thick.
coverage on the edge
wanting to stick.






how is bad good
motivation is food


peeking out from under the dark mysterious hollows of earth eating poor rotten moist forgotten and confused sneaking up popping out up until falling out coming undone loosing purpose and sight in visions and fears of tenses.

modern post mortem

bustin out a whole onion!


what you have been
scared
tid bits
I built a raft from all belongings
to sail on
stopped thinking as others
jumped out the window trailing
soft heat
then disappeared.

lists

staid up all nite but 4got 2 turn ma alarm clox of.

ouch.
4 cufinez dividd by 72hours
feeling like dough made of brains.
thank u math.
banana nut cereal is not that great.
unhealthily conversing
i do unhealthy very well.

healthy is for selfish jerks and old people.

my grandpa makes the best presentations

stats

the bestest emails from facebook

Your friends have voted on your strengths and weaknesses:

STRENGTHS:

most reliable
prettiest
best shopping companion

WEAKNESSES:

best room-mate
nicest

DOING GREAT

gurlgirlgirlguerrl

dumas/waterhouse
no means yes.

pf, science

..So i stayed up all might yesterday googling sleep disorders and found out there are five stages of sleep, each one deeper and deeper into being paralyzed. If you cant reach "paralyzing" by stage five( REM), and kick/ talk in your sleep you are just ... also I have "Delayed sleep-phase syndrome (DSPS), also known as delayed sleep-phase disorder (DSPD) or delayed sleep-phase type (DSPT), is a circadian rhythm sleep disorder, a chronic disorder of the timing of sleep, peak period of alertness, core body temperature, hormonal and other daily rhythms relative to the usual norms. People with DSPS tend to fall asleep some hours after midnight and have difficulty waking up in the morning." wow cool.i refuse to let go of this day

pieces

winded creatures
spy
hindered gestures
restricting addictions
they collapse in mid air
loosing shadows
sinking boats
their thoughts float -grandma's favorite song

bleugh

wide eyed.
(pls don't tell anyone).

Everywhere I am folded, there I am a lie.

Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer.
Rilke


the violent battering of rain on my air conditioner makes me jittery, so I stay inside all day.

jusddddooooitttttt

weekends

too many coincidences.

home homer homme homo

1) ok. no more listening to cat power. ever.
2) must gather all my socks in one pile and finally figure this crap out. where does it go?
3) frankly, get work done. now. frankly.

Janet Frame

Very often the law of extremity
demands an attention to irrelevance.

Writing a novel is not merely going on a shopping expedition across the border to an unreal land: it is hours and years spent in the factories, the streets, the cathedrals of the imagination.

done with with time on my hands

deaded

..stuff i lost, bidding on ebay : (
BUT I'm so inspired..

The top picture is artist Iris-Shieferstein, her movie- (only someone that talks like her could do what she does.)

http://www.oneeyedmonster.tv/content/issues/issue1/movies/IrisSchieferstein/LifeCanBeSoNice.html,